Burnt - 02.12.13 in Your Face

Submitted my essay this afternoon after work. I am officially burnt out. Feeling very braindead.

M emailed me 2 videos of Ernie experiencing snow. I am sad that I missed it, but he does seem to be coping with it, even when it came all the way up to his chest (which is only a few inches!).

I am fretting over silly things tonight. I have a set of Guatemalan worry dolls that I use quite often, and I think they'll be helping me again tonight. It gets it all out of my head and stops my thoughts whirling around.

Right now I am living for the Christmas break. Two weeks off work will just be wonderful.

I'm just so dissatisfied. I am trying to keep things simple, cheap, safe. I am lazy, though, and finding a balance is challenging me. I threw a bag of trash away today and told myself that it counted as my positive step for the day. No - that's just basic cleanliness.

Tomorrow I switch back from essay mode to helping my brother out with the distribution deal. We have thousands of stores to contact and have probably only done 100 so far. The major hurdle is getting the promo packs out - I can't do them a work, Officeworks printing is crazy expensive, so is printer ink. My brother and I don't have huge amounts of cash to sink into this, so it's slow going. We email where we can, but an email is so easy to ignore.

Dude, I need rest. Goodnight.