Oh Canada 10-25-2013 in Out in the Open

Oh Canada Friday, October 25, 2013

I thought I was doing better today, and perhaps I was. Now I just have a sinking feeling in my heart. Half of my problem is that I haven't slept. The other half is him.

I am working on forgetting him. I know that's an impossible feat. Sometimes my brain is my worst enemy. Somedays it just doesn't turn off.

So in the meantime I am working on going to Canada. Get away for awhile. Not sure what to do with Lily. Maybe he will take her. I doubt it. But I haven't ever asked him to do that. I could really use a get away. I just need 4 days. A week would be awesome. I don't remember the last time I had a vacation. And by vacation I mean, time to just get away. It just seems like a dream. But how do I ask him? What will he do with her during the day when he is at work? To bed honest, I don't really care. How many times have I wondered the same thing? May his friends could watch her? She'd love spending time with "cookie." I am sure of that.

"Hey, i vetem. You have some dark deep ceded problems too, don't you?"

"Perhaps I do."

"How do I not know that?"

"We stopped talking about me a long time ago."

Her

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LMAO>>>Canada? Why?