Northern Sky in Random Thoughts

[Nick Drake’s Northern Sky] (

I don’t know if this link will work, its the first time i have ever posted a link before.

My morning was full of Nick Drake, and this insatiable emotion i carry with me everywhere i go.

Though Jamie and i have been dating for a couple months, i have only slept over 3 times. This weekend was one, though completely unplanned. There was a dinner party, in which i spent all day cooking with him. By the end of the night after food and drink, i was too tired to drive home. Jamie’s wife suggested that i sleep over. Though i thought that meant me alone in the bed downstairs, but when he started getting ready for bed with her upstairs, she asked why he wasn’t with me.

I may end up repeating myself, but its ok. Most of this is for my own reference anyways.

When we are together, a good portion of our time is spend negotiating one another’s energy. Much time is spent staring intently into eyes…fingers touching, whispered words, gasps, tongues, lips…

It’s like we talk without our voices. I touch him in certain spots that make him tremble and exclaim....at the base of his throat, the spot between his eyes, his heart.

Oh my.

I try to wade in the revelry that is us in the moment, but its hard not to want it all. right. now. The whole experience. But, i foresee us having the time to experience the totality of what we are meant to experience.

Last updated March 15, 2016