so i've been invited to. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

ohio.or oklahoma one of those ‘o’ states. actually there are only 2. ya know hawaii’s the only ‘h’ state. i’ve been to ohio on a layover or something to/from vt.oh.yeah i, went to boarding school in vt. when i was 15 for 2 yrs.and never again am i going to vt. wow that was forever ago.
i remember ohio being cold.and dark and snowy.it was um night.and that’s my only memory of ohio. anyway.
so I’ve been invited by aj. aj for those who don’t know/have forgotten/w/e is Pat’s brother.and Pat’s my best friend who left us almost 3 yrs. ago. ‘left’, as in. this physical earth not walked out.on. well apparently Pat’s sons er one of them lives in one of the ‘o’ states.for some reason i thought he was coming here but maybe that’s cause i wanted him to.not that it’s my decision or anything and also i haven’t met him. aj knows it’s a dream and that time/money is involved. he invited me to go this summer.
well ok he’s a cool guy but honestly.I don’t think it’ll happen. i don’t know him that well. I haven’t said much about it to him [and i haven’t told anyone else about it either] cause like i said i don’t think it’ll happen.though i do appreciate the invite. And the reason I don’t think it’ll happen is bc no one other than like Pat’s friends have met aj. and no one I know currently save for my friend Mark has met Pat. you know so they’d all want to meet aj [which is reasonable i’m just not a big fan of that]. other than my mentors people don’t know about Pat. i don’t know that my family does. The main reason being i met him at a bar so.and some people think you can’t meet good people in/at bars. well no cause Pat was the best person I knew. also i don’t really want to mix those 2 worlds. and another thing is.aj lives out of state as well so.........yeah it probably won’t happen. ya know I’ve actually never taken a road trip w/ anyone outside of family.and then we stopped doing that and just flew places.
just something that happened is all.er well rather something that isn’t.going to.and i’m really kindof ok w/ that. like i’d travel w/ evan if.that ever hypothetically became a reality. [what a weird sentence]. i’m not the type of person who just randomly leaves town on a whim.like there’s planning involved. it’s not like ok so on fri. i’m just gonna take off.um no. my life isn’t arranged [or w/e] in a way to where i can just do that just randomly leave.also i don’t drive so. [well i mean technically i could just randomly leave but i shouldn’t.and i haven’t done that in.......mm.........almost 2.5 yrs.].
so yeah.that happened like i stated above.

Last updated July 19, 2018