scheduling. and bed linens. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

well so it’s 5 a.m. here and i’m still awake. although i found my phone [no this isn’t that random actually since i’m on my computer in my bed]. well ok i found it yesterday. I’d put the stupid mattress cover back on the bed as it keeps coming off cause i keep moving around. i really do want a new bed but i don’t know if the lady has one a and 2 it’s not her responsibility to get me one. it’s just.this bed is too damn big i wouldn’t be able to move it by myself which i don’t like. But my point here is if I had a smaller bed then i could move it like so it’s not against the wall. cause the bed i have at my mom’s well only the headboard is against the wall.and the stupid mattress cover doesn’t come off. er so..........wait. and so if the bed wasn’t against the wall then the mattress cover wouldn’t come off.probably.
anyway.
ok so how this relates to my phone is like I said I’d put the cover back on the bed. and my room was dark when i was trying to find my phone. yesterday. and i didn’t want to turn the light on cause then they’d know i was awake and no. well anyway When it got light enough to see my phone was stuck in between the cover and the bed. so yeah. so then I rearranged it again. I’ve thought about putting my phone in my computer case but then when I heard the alarms i’d freak out cause i didn’t know where it would be. yes alarms plural. er i mean. when my phone alarms went off i’d..........yeah. yes there we go that makes more sense.i think. so yeah that’s where my phone was.
um. .............oh so awhile back I asked the lady for a fitted sheet like a bigger one. well the size is fine but i don’t like that it’s light and the material is too ‘dry’. we were talking about this recently. She mentioned she was going to get some she’s mentioned this before and asked what type i wanted like if i wanted a fitted or flat one and i want just the fitted one.cause if I have a flat sheet I’ll freak out cause it’ll get all tangled around me and omygod. I should um.note her and tell her my other preferences for the sheet. i sure seem to have a lot of trouble w/ bed linens as of late.wow.
so this really has nothing to do w/ anything.so scheduling. So yesterday I asked her what she was doing tom. which is now today as i wanted to go to the store. well she has 2 appts. today and so she’ll be busy. yes and that’s fine but i need fukin food. ok also i just really want a damn drink.or like 4. and that’s the real reason i wanted to go to the store today let’s just be honest. though i might get lucky and actually end up going today.
If she already has a prior engagement then. ya know i don’t think i should like.have her cancel that for me. but like food’s a neccessity. and they have this weird rule about asking to eat the food that’s in the fridge that’s not mine.well i’ve never done that.er i mean i’ve never asked about having their fridge food before i eat it. i’ve also never eaten their fridge. er food i mean their fridge food. not their fridge lol wow.
At my mom’s we have this thing of if it’s something that’s just for them then they’ll hide it. i’ve mentioned this before in here. and I think they [the lady & her husband] do that here otherwise i will eat it. but it also doesn’t seem right to dictate to her how she should run things in her kitchen. and also if they run out then they can make a damn list and go to the store. i mean that’s why the store exists is for that reason. not that big a thing. i mean i’ve been having honey nut cheerios since she’s never said anything about the cabinets.
Way I see it is again if someone’s that damn hungry then please for the love of god eat. i don’t microwave things when people are downstairs as i’m massively self conscius. and so even if she makes me something besides dinner prior to dinner well i’ll eat dinner and then not eat again untill 10. I sleep untill 2:54 so i only have a couple hrs. untill dinner which is nice cause then i’m not waiting forever for dinner. That’s one of the reasons i sleep untill that time.also i love sleep.like a lot. um............so.............................oh right.scheduling.
i’m not at the point yet where I’m ready to ask to go to the store w/ her if ever i don’t have enough on my card. but it’s on my list. and it’s not her fault she has 2 appts. today it’s not anyone’s fault it just makes it hard. I thought about going yesterday which you know doesn’t help me any now. no i mean yesterday i thought about going.........yesterday. not to be all redundant but there we are. but i didn’t. again not at that point yet. i don’t like always having to schedule things. Back when i had my own place if i wanted to go to the store at 2 p.m. then i fuking went. like just go whenever. yeah cause always scheduling.not a big fan.makes it hard.
and again food’s a damn neccessity anorexic or not. so yeah.

Last updated June 04, 2016