Feeling out of place in The Long and Winding Road

I just spent some time over on OD and I saw so many diary entry titles that gave me the impression the diarists were writing about leaving OD to come to Prosebox. My thought was.... "I just can't leave here. I am comfortable here. I don't understand how Prosebox works. I am not at peace with having my entries be public (maybe they can be made the equivalent of 'friends only' but if so, I don't know how to do that). I don't like the difficulty of inserting pictures into my entries here."

The thing is, i could hardly navigate the OD site because it is so damn slow. Click on someone's entry and then go do something else while I wait for their page to load. That's unacceptable. So I'm at a bit of a loss. I am not very enthused about writing here, and OD seems to be doing everything it can to discourage me from writing there.

So yeah, I don't know what I'm going to do. To think of not writing, to think of letting go of all of my friendships from OD, is painful. I guess I'm just being resistant to change. I guess I'll figure it out.