vulnerability. Pat stuff people leaving. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

so like i said. i saw my psychologist last wk. and it went ok. also like i said we talked about the reason i don’t like being vulnerable. well being vulnerable isn’t. it’s not a comfortable feeling for me. what i didn’t tell her is that when i am vulnerable it feels like i should be taken care of and i really don’t like being taken care of. that’s why i’m not on meds. if i developed side effects from the meds i.probably wouldn’t tell anyone. i’ll tell her that bit soon the part about the meds side effects thing. also at some point probably at our next session i’ll tell her about me being hypervigilant that people will leave and that’s.why i’m not working/other right now. i’m not ready to get to know new people. this has to do w/ Pat.

Last updated November 09, 2016