Seventy Times Seven in Meeting Mr. Jesus Christ

Another day I wasn't able to be out of bed much. I put in maybe 20 minutes of facebook, a few minutes spinning through a bit of writing. The way I'm feeling it has to be soon that I start feeling better. Haven't been able to keep any real food down for several days now, except for stupid sugar cookies.

I did get up and change the bedding, read a bit of my bible, but have had a hard time staying awake for long. My body feels better than my head, not encouraging, but I gotta believe it won't be much longer now and this will be done.

Tried to reach out last night, or I think it was last night, to my friend to at least say I wanted to make amends. I got no response, so I know it may be a while, or forever, before the door to the simple but important words expressing my apology is heard.

Michael, I'm reading the notes of encouragement and I won't give up. I don't think God would look favorably upon me were I to give up this easily. That would be a failure of loving. I can't just stop loving because of anger. I doubt I'm alone.

Putting extra prayer time in for a friend who, contrary to my whining, is having a much more difficult time physically than I am. God loves on each of us differently and I'm grateful for those of my friends who are strong even when they are weak. They are a testimony to me.