OD in Daisy's Day

Every time I try to get on OD lately its totally down. Its not like I've been writing there a whole lot either way... I've been ridiculously busy.

I met a boy. Let's call him... W. He's pretty much head over heels for me. I like him a fair bit. His flaws include whining too much and smoking too much pot. His awesomeness includes doing the dishes for me without prodding and being really good at going down on me. I've been spending a great deal of time with him. Too much probably. We've been taking turns staying at each others places.

Me and the hubby are just totally not on the same page. I finally got through to him that I'm probably going to want a divorce and he's been all moody and depressed and down on the world and not quite suicidal since. I feel bad. I want to make him feel better, but I need to take care of me, which I haven't really done in a long time.

My friend P... yeah, he moved in bc he got a job pretty close to my house. It was originally supposed to be temporary until he found out if the job was full time so he could get his own apartment. However, somehow he managed to fuck up enough to lose said job in like 3 weeks. So I still have him, and his dog, and his guinea pigs in my house. He doesn't have another job yet. He's really really loud in general. And I can deal with most of it, but his dog is no longer allowed around mine because she kept trying to start fights with them. And my puppies are not getting hurt. End of Story.

For real yall.... I hope never to make this statement ever again....

I broke up a dog fight naked.

So anyways, my house is this cluttered loud noisy disaster that I just never want to be at. I'm hoping to clean it up a bit this weekend while Pete is gone but we'll see.

W asked me to ride home with him this weekend to his parents house... Yeah, I'm just not up for that. Especially since I've been nauseous for a few days now and just feel icky. I know what everyone immediately thinks when I say that. While that would be awesome, it would also be incredibly fucked up. That sounds about like my luck though. So I guess either in a week I'll feel better or something.