Pieces of Me in Poetry is the Window to the Soul...

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She has a strawberry halo
And a delicate silhouette
She speaks with her hands
Full of happiness
And she shows no regret
Her mind is her salvation
Though it gets little respect
And her body is a battlefield
Full of scars and neglect

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Those wicked lies laced so sweet
Pouty lips, her smile a disease
Hate remains her solitary need
Her lips part, spread wide to breed
Speak now or forever know no peace

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If I could carve into my chest how your pain makes me feel,
I would slice open my breast with your tears of icy steel.

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Oh those starkissed eyes and those devilish lips, impure thoughts formed from such sultry hips, here passion is born as on your waist my tongue slips, the lady’s smile alone cause for a moral eclipse.

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Beneath the shades of pain and the scars of time beats the heart of an angel with an awkward elegance she denies. Lost in this age where having dignity is a crime, she fights the feeling that she’s as empty, as empty as her pride.

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If I had just one moment, I would spend my lifetime with you, the true tragedy of your torment is the cracked mirror with which you view, your body is my temple, and I am purely devoted, so when your hand starts to tremble, know I’ll always reach out and hold it.

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Tattered and torn, so far from perfect, got shot in the heart, and you say I deserved it.
Left all alone with thoughts of your lips, born from a broken home without a father to miss.

© LoveSuicide
MaY 25, 2005

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I will grab your wrists and hold you down, pressure rising, heart begins to pound,
Your eyes are burning with passion and want, your lips on fire as you start to grunt,
Come with me.. into the unknown,
Come with me.. let our love be sewn.

© LoveSuicide
May 25, 2005

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I am your addiction, and you long for me,
You are a shadow on the wall full of spite and envy.
I am your addiction and you burn for me,
You are a shadow on the wall void of morals, you’re empty.

© LoveSuicide
May 25, 2005

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Your razorblade kisses allow me to feel,
Your sunshine dandelion smiles allow me to heal,
Your silky thread elegance brings me to my knees,
As your once upon a time hemline infects me like a disease.

© LoveSuicide
May 26, 2005

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She has this daredevil’s smile and a porcelain doll face
To match her satin pillow promises and her angel born grace.
She is my everything from her perfection to her flaws,
As she dominates my thoughts with her killer heart claws..

© LoveSuicide
May 27, 2005

“Go On”

And you say that you love me
And you say that you want me
And you say that you need me
And you say you can’t see me

I don’t want to walk this road
I don’t want to be so alone
I don’t want to carry the load
I don’t want to walk home

So go on with the lying
So go on with the hate
So go on with the crying
So go on, it’s too late.

© LoveSuicide
December 1999

“Ever After”

Why do I build you up? Into what you might never be.. into the stars that light my way.. into the angels to which I kneel and pray.. into the gallows of which I hid.. into the heartbreak of hope’s last respite.. I shall find a way through this maze and recompense when I see your face, there will be no desert that I shall not endure because in my heart beats ever after and I am yours.

© LoveSuicide
April 2005

“Pieces of Me”

Here I stand before you, I open myself to thee, emerald oceans contorting, for all the world to see. The frozen petals that are our past are edged within my mind, I am lost in this darkly lit forest and I battle the sands of time.

So open your arms and stand before me, I am naked from foot to chest, but when will you ever notice that I gave you pieces of me at my very best.

© LoveSuicide
January 2005

“Stains”

Your beauty, it stains, this heart of mine, in chains, shackled by a life not so ordinary, but yet remarkably the same, I care for only one blessing, and that blessing is your name. I shall shout from the mountain top just how you make me feel, and while at times our tears shall drop, our love shall forever be real.

© LoveSuicide
Circa 2004

“Purity”

Her eyes embody such purity, like the calm and peaceful waters underneath the canopy of a clear moonlit sky. Her eyes, they make me wonder, what have I done to deserve her, but as her lips purse a smile I stop wondering why..

© LoveSuicide
Circa 2003

Obviously all of that is copyright Brian Milici aka LoveSuicide.. :)

Just journeying down memory lane.. most of these were written “freestyle” in the middle of online AOLIM conversations. They amused me. Thought I’d share!

Ohhhh… I am addicted to this song!

Listened to it for weeks now on repeat. The band is a duo, and their name actually is related to a war-time incident where a businessman purposely sold defective machine parts that led to the death of 21 pilots. How tragic. “House of Gold” is another fantastic song by 21 Pilots..

I’m currently scouring my old poetry from well over the past 15 years and I’m starting to think instead of one book I might need to make two, cause I can’t decide my favorites.. and this book is really only my current stuff. I am confounded, folks. Confounded, I tell you. People actually almost seem to want to buy this poetry book?!

/rambling by Brian (shutup, it happens, it does!)

Okay, feedback adored.

Try not to miss me.

May you always find your smile.