Full-time jobs, sneaked kisses, and passed classes in Musings and Daily Events

Beenso hectic. I’m just going to do a quick up date and head to bed.

E:
E and I have been really good! I’ve seen him a few times. We went out to dinner and saw a movie and I went over to his place and we napped for most of the day. He said he was serious about me and wants to look into getting an apartment together. So I’m pretty psyched about my life moving along in that direction. It probably wont happen anytime soon but it’s nice to dream and have plans.

M:
Things are good on our end as well, I guess. The last time I saw him was the time we fucked. We’ve exchanged messages and stuff but he got a little distant. I confronted him today about it. I told him he was a little confusing because sometimes it seems like he wants nothing to do with me and sometimes he’ll say things that totally catch me off guard and I’m like oh wow so you do still like me. I told him I didn’t want it to be one of those things where we fuck and that’s the end of things and he was like no never. I still really want you and I really want you to do that again. He also said he thinks about me all the time (this was a different conversation later on in the day) and I was like well that’s total BS and he was like no for real I really do think about you all the time. We have semi plans to meet up early before work tomorrow.

Work:
I was offered 4 different positions at my job and each position is better than the last. I finally took the dispatcher position. Some people are happy for me (M and my manager) and some people aremad that they didn’t get offered (Kamita and Shelly). It’s like…dude you don’t come to work/you can’t hand what you’re doing now. Why would they offer it to you(que the big head).
ANyway I’m excited. It’ll be difficult and draining but I’m so excited. It’s full time so I’ll like never be home.

School:
Passed all my classes. Graduation next Saturday!!

Other lovers:
Zack and I are cool again. He still wants to see me (I told you he’d be back).
Matt from work is hitting me up a lot again. Says he wants to get his ex off his mind so obviously a good fuck will do the trick. I haven’t said yes or no. I could use it but I dunno he’s too immature.
Dan from work and I are getting closer. He opened up to me and fed my ego a bit so I gave in. I stole a kiss from him today before I went home.

I’ve been so horny lately. I just need a good fuck. Hopefully M will come through tomorrow morning.