Bad Day in New Diary

This turned out to be a bad day. I had a lousy night and slept in. My worker did not come I was in a lot of pin because of arthritis. I took an Bupropion and that helped a bit but I was stiff and sore. I was in a miserable mood because I did not sleep good sand had problems with arthritis. Then I got in fight with my fiancé Chocolatechip.

She came up. We were playing cards. She said to me that I could be in a better mood. She said this is her birthday. She wanted to go out but agreed to order in because I didn’t want to go out. Said I had to have a med delivery today. She said she is going to leave and maybe I should take a nap and will be back when I feel better. I tried calling her but she is not answering the phone.

I am truly sorry. When you are sore and stiff all the time it is hard to be in a good mood. I was really miserable this morning. Now I feel like a complete shit hate it when we have arguments. When she left she said that I didn’t know what to say and I didn’t .Jesus.

Wish to hell I could wake up feeling good and refreshed and ready to face the day. Hate having this arthritis pain really hate it.