Your guess is as good as mine. in In My World

Christmas is in three (technically 2) days and all I can think about is friendships that died out over 3 years ago. I had so many loose ends and burned bridges…but I don’t really know why. Maybe I was a bad person back then, Who knows? But I had friendships end over things that are long-over and things that matter absolute zero now…Yet so many of them were ended with questions. Worst part is, one of those friendships ended over 3 years ago…But I will never know the answers because he got into a car wreck and died this year. It hurts my heart in more ways than one…there’s the part that says that I can’t miss him because we hadn’t spoken in so long…and there’s the part that cries out from the pain of remembering the good times. I’m so torn.

So many unanswered questions and I yearn for answers.

Maybe I should do a few dear you’s…