cause survey. once again. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

What size is the last bed you kissed on?
um double maybe idinno

When was the last time you were sick?
like w/ the flu or w/e or w/ something small like laryngitis? well i haven’t had the flu in about 4 yrs. i’m so super adament about people getting their flu shot bc i’ve had the flu and it was awful. i don’t get sick w/ big things like that a lot but i’m always sick. i have anorexia so.........it comes w/ it. like i don’t know what it’s like to not be sick for like a month. i’m used to it so you don’t have to say anything about it. [and actually don’t]
funny you should ask since in the dream i had this a.m. i was sick

Are you one of those people who are always cold?
oh god yes. and then the house is cold. so that doesn’t help. yeah churches are cold too turns out. so the other wk. we went to my grandfather’s service. [well i consider him my grandfather] which was in a big church cathedral type place. and prior to us going i asked my mom if i should take another coat and she’s like ‘no’. um it was 40 - 60 in that church so i wish i had. but i wasn’t going to argue w/ her esp. not that day.

What are you listening to?
what that’s not obvious. the sound of my typing what do you think.

How many more days until your birthday?
um............... 180............around 200. [it’s aug. 17th]

Do you have any summer plans yet?
yes

When was the last time you shaved your legs?
it’s been yrs. also shaving makes me colder. and i’m not allowed to use razors. what’s funny is i’m apparently allowed to buy lights [lighters] but i’m not allowed to use them.

Is there someone you wish you were closer with?
maybe

Do you tend to waste a lot of money?
no as i usually get things i like/want

Have any addictions?
well i’m anorexic so yes. and i’m an alcoholic. well i still consider myself one.

Are you anything like your siblings?
i have one but yes

Have you ever had a stalker?
i think.maybe.

What did you last drink?
well a beverage

Have you ever received an injury from a hook up?
ok the first time i saw this survey i misread that as ‘hooker’. well a hooker could be a hookup. and um i don’t know............the 2nd time i was raped it bled, so.......... [this wasn’t recent i was 23 at the time]

What did you last eat?
well food

What was the best concert you have been to?
never been

Who is the last person you hugged?
my sister

Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?
yeah

When was the last time you had a crowd at your house?
well it’s not actually my house, so..........um idinno we don’t have what i’d consider ‘crowds’ over

What can you smell?
v. slightly this room. it has a weird smell. it’s kindof almost like incense but bad incense. [well i like incense, so]

How many cell phones have you had?
umm...........3 maybe

Do you have trust issues?
yes

Where do you get all your clothes?
well stores usually.

What did you do today?
well i woke up at 9:50 a.m. and then i waited in bed then got online updated my fb and now i’m taking this survey. it’s currently 11.

Do you have a YouTube account?
yeah i have 2. but i’m never on. i mean i’m never on mine not. not in general.

Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone?
well it wouldn’t be a secret if someone knew about it now would it?

Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
i...........don’t know

Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
well i don’t drive, so

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
yes and i wish he would hurry up and call

Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
no but i’ve done that w/ emails. which reminds me i should go through my yahoo account. which i don’t want to do cause i have so many damn emails in my inbox. oh i never delete them i just put them all in different folders.
oh so i think the wrong email send thing might be one reason i have 6 different accounts. actually maybe not. well also i get emails from like starbucks and itunes and i like having seperate accounts just for those 2.

Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
i don’t know

Will next Friday be a good one?
great now i feel like i ‘have’ to say ‘yes’. also now i get the urge to be sarcastic. as i do whenever asked ‘yes or no’ questions. and i don’t know.

When was the last time something bothered you?
right now w/ the previous question

Do you think age matters in relationships?
yes a bit. i mean i wouldn’t go out w/ someone who’s younger than 21 bc. they don’t have to drink but i’d like for them to legally be able to in the states. which is where i am currently. and where i’m from btw. and i wouldn’t go out w/ a guy who’s younger than me only ladies.

Have you ever lived with a girlfriend/boyfriend?
well not my definition of ‘lived w/’ so...........my ex stayed w/ me once for 2 wks.

When will your next kiss be?
Soon hopefully

Are you a jealous person?
um i can be

Would you cry if you found out you were pregnant?
i don’t know

When is the next time you’re traveling out of province?
province like france? that’s a place in france right? um well i’m going to san francisco in april

When you’re getting ready for something, do you listen to music?
well i have but i don’t currently

Do you leave the curtains/blinds closed or open while you sleep?
The sun is shut out.

What is your favorite day of the week?
tues./wed./any day i see evan

Do you generally do the same thing every day of the week?
Yes, but with subtle ticks of difference.

If you woke up tomorrow and knew/spoke a different language, which language would you want it to be?
french maybe. actually i know how to speak it but please don’t ask me to as i hate being put on the spot.

What did you last order online?
oh god um. fuk it’s been ages................a book, from amazon.

Do you have any specific hobbies?
yes

Favorite fall or winter accessory?
my pink earmuffs my lesbian friends gave to me. holy crap they’re amazing. the earmuffs i mean. though my friends are nice too.

Do you like to swim?
well i like to yes...........

How many books are in your room?
about 10 in each

What does your 9th message on your phone say?

Look to your left. What’s there?
the blanket as it’s over my head

How long does it take you to fall asleep?
20 mins. to an hr. but sometimes it feels like forever.

Is there a TV in the room you are in?
yes

What are you looking forward to?
seeing evan. oh and also going to the store. even if i weren’t going to the liquor store today i still get excited to go to the store which i think is weird.maybe. or maybe it’s not? anyway. i might see evan next wk. though we haven’t made plans so the store thing will happen sooner as like i said i’m going toda.

Worst feeling in the world?
um hurting probably.emotionally.