Wednesday Morning in New Diary

Well I am up. I have the usual pain in my hips this morning. Othuerh than that I ma feeling ok Anyways I had s weird dream last night. I was studying an accounting textbook . I was reading this one chapter and working through accounting problems. I started to read the next chapter. The next chapter had nothing to do with accounting. It was talking about Moses and him going back to Egypt Then there was this one problem aty the end of the chapter. I hd to list all female body parts. There was this maze we had to go through I cou8ld never figure out the maze and I was yelling what does this have to do with accounting Dreams are strange.

I had a good night last night., I watched an interesting program It was about the Kennedy’s Actually it was two programs one was about the relationship between Kennedy and Frank Sinatra Frank and Jack were pals. Frank Sinatra campaigned for John Kennedy when he ran for president. But Frank had mob ties. Also Kennedy was sleeping with a one time girlfriend of Sam Giancanna Hoover found out about it. He had a meeting with John and they discussed his affair with udith Exiter. The solution to the problem was to make it disappear. Jack disconnected all ties with Frank Sinatra and Judith.

The next show was about Kennedy and the white house He had a lot of affairs with women. One of them was a woman from a Communist country. I think she was an agent. Bobby was AG. He had to watch out for his brother and he took care of all the potential scandals that could ruin the presidency., Jack was having an affair with one woman who was a prostitute. It was about to be exposed just before his assignation. I didn’t see all of the second show I fell a sleep.

I finally finished that one book I was reading Bush at War. It was an ok book. It closed when Bush and company was able to topple the Afghanistan . At the time they were controlled by Al Qaeda and the Taliban. Next target was Iraq. The finaly chapter was about future plans for invading Iraq. I remember reading that not everyone in the administration favored an invasion. Collin Power, who was Secretary of State, argued against an invasion. He wanted to give the UN fa chance and thought that Bush had agreed with him after a two hour meet6ing with the President. But Bush wanted Sadam out

I am reading a new book I bough called d Plan of Attack by Bob Woodward. This one was about the plans that were made to invade Iraq. It should be an interesting book. It was on the best seller list when it came out.

I was talking to Chocolatechip last night. Her ex was talking to her about death and dying. He was telling her that he is afraid he might die. She was telling him that you cannot worry about it and to live your life. I told her I think about it a lot myself. I said I think thast the older you get the more you think about it. I mean I do think about it. quit a lot

One of my greatest fears is ending up in a nursing home. I know if that is my route I would be stuck in a hell hole. Nobody would come and visit me. I wou8ld be in miserable . I’ve always said that I would rather go in my apartment wioth a quick and somewhat painless death. But we don’t get to chose the time and how we are to go. It co8uld happen anytime.

In any case life is good. It is always good to be alive I don’t plan on dying anytime soon. I m having too good a time. I am enjoying the time I spend with Chocolatechip. She is a wonderful woman. I love her with my heart and soul. I am lucky to have her in my life. She has put life in my years and I hope I am around for a long time to come.

10:35am Worker came and went today. She did a usual good job in cleaning my apartment. We were talking and had a nice conversation. She was going on about her girlfriend., Said she also had a husband., They get along pretty good she said. I was talking about the time I used to crossdress. I told her about the time I tried to wear heals and would walk down to the library in high heels. One time I came back home with swollen feet. She asked me why I gave it up. I said I gave it up because I couldn’t take the crap I was getting from people Said when I came out like that I lost my family and that is one of many reasons why they don’t want anything to do me .

My hips and knees were very sore and stiff this morning., It is par for the course. I ended up taking an Ibuprofen. I do not like taking pills but then help with the pain and are not addicting. That pill must be very effective because I am starting to feel better already.

Last updated December 16, 2015