Studying and Emails in Musings and Daily Events

That’s been my life for a bit. Though, i can’t complain much.

Friday and Saturday at work were pretty uneventful. M wasn’t there so there was no one cracking jokes about clients or flirting with me through text. Some of the other guys flirted a bit and I’m not complaining.

There’s a couple of people at work I would totally bang lol. I highly doubt i will though. However, I have been talking to this one kid more and more. Let’s call him H. He’s kind of annoying and no one really likes him but, when you get passed that he’s nice and actually fairly smart. I feel like people underestimate him. He’s been flirting with me for months but, I dunno the other day he intrigued me. We’ll see where that goes I guess.

The Christmas party was on Saturday and I ended up wearing the black dress (not the one I posted a picture of, the other one I’ll take a pic of this one one of these days). It was so awkward at first. I arrived sort of early (thanks Uber) and I was like uhhh this is awkward since I don’t know like anyone.

So I hid in the bathroom for a while. I was talking to one of the techs who showed up and then M shows up and we talk for a little bit. He left early because his wife was ovulating. I got drunk and talked to my other co-workers. I danced a bit and had an overall swell time.

Oh, I gave my number to the cab drive that I barely remember talking to. So awkward lol.

Sunday, my mother and I went to do a bit of Christmas shopping. I got a bunch of people done but I still like like 4 more. Yesterday was so boring. My mom and i stayed in. I studied and sent emails all day. Everything at school was resolved thank god. I’m picking up my tickets today and everything with my credits is settled. Now I just have to pass my classes and call it a day.

I decided how I’m going to decorate my cap. Sort of. I know I was to keep it simple and still mostly black. I’m thinking a nice black, felt or lace paisley overlay with some sequins or those half pearls along the edge, and I silver/grey bow in the back. I’m so psyched to be almost done.

I’m currently waiting at Starbucks for (you guessed it), M.

Literally as I wrote that he called me. He’s on his way so at least I’m seeing him today.

He asked if I was on my period....I didn’t think we’d be fucking today and I’m not ready for that. I mean I am mostly. Ugh I knew I should’ve done a better job shaving yesterday. Ah well. Hopefully this goes well. 1st time and all. Fuck I’m nervous.

My heart is in my stomach.

Updates later!