Lost Cause in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown

It got in my head last night and I couldn’t shake it. Ended up at the liquor store to get a cheap bottle. I should have called someone to talk or something else.

I was texting a friend today and called myself a lost cause. She reaffirmed that I’m not, if I could make it two years sober then I’ve got another two years in me. I really need to stop smoking pot, too. I get so…anxious and weird when I’m 100% sober.

I have a lot to think about.