I'm feeling so down in Torridaussity Two

I am having a bad day and I had plans with friends and was going to cancel, but decided to go because I thought they would help me through being down and no instead I got picked on because I was grumpy, crabby and not my usual happy self. There is more that made the night worse and I am just too tired to write it, but I needed to vent somewhere. I cried the whole way home in the back seat of the car ( my one set of friends live 45 minutes away and I rode with other friends). The tears just dripped silently down my cheeks and still are as I type this.