Traditions in 2015

I am hosting Christmas here at the house this year. Each in the family will bring something. I felt that Mom and Dad’s tradition needed to continue and that they wouldn’t want us to not celebrate the holiday. So I decided to do this as no one else would have. My brother and one nephew are the only two that aren’t here in town but my brother is so pleased that I did this.

Slowly I am healing from her loss. I think of her so much and want to just pick up the phone and call her. I was so used to talking to her everyday that it just hurts so bad that I can’t.. I know that she is better off and she’s not in pain or suffering but I just still miss her.

Luke is growing up a storm. If his Mom is holding him and I say something he turns his little head all around looking for the voice. Bobby is always trying to be helpful and do things for him and when he cries he runs to the playpen and looks to make sure he’s okay. Hope, Faith, John are always wanting us to let them hold him.