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I had to jump of the train earlier than expected. I was supposed to be meeting M this morning. I was actually at Starbucks waiting for hi to call me when I was writing the last entry. He called and said he left his keys at work so we couldn’t meet up today. sigh I’m disappointed and annoyed. Mostly with myself.

I go out of my way a lot for this guy. I didn’t have to be up here until 1pm today but I woke up at 430 for a chance to see him this morning. Just to be let down. Again. I mean damn it happens every time. We plan on seeing each other and something always comes up. It’s a miracle if we actually manage to see each other. It’s always, I overslept, I can’t leave the house early today, Theresa is working. I think I’m done. It’s every time we plan to actually have sex too.
When he called he was like, “I got the stuff (I think he meant condoms) and was all ready but realized I left my keys at work (so we can’t into the place we hook up) I’m really sorry.” It’s like yeah I am too.

sigh Whatever. I’m not sure what’s going to happen between us now but I’m slowly coming to the conclusion that i don’t think this is going to work out much longer. I’m fucking over a great and amazing guy for someone who doesn’t put much effort in at all. Doesn’t feel right.

Anyway back to my dresses. The pink lace one that my mom picked out is absolutely stunning on me. I didn’t like it at first because I’m really not fond of pink but apparently it looks great with my complexion. The pictures I have are pretty terrible (quality wise..my camera isn’t focusing properly and I’m not sure why) but I’ll post some stuff.

So this was a fail. It said XL and I was like I’m sure it’ll be tight but lets see…that’s holding me in places I didn’t know I had extra fat. So that’s a no go lol.

I liked this one but I felt it was a little too mature. I have an issue with tending to dress older than I am. But hey, it looked really nice on me.

I like this one for work. With some leggings and ankle boots this would be so nice.

I didn’t get any of those top three. Moving on to the ones I do have.

God, this picture doesn’t do the dress justice! It’s soooooo pretty and hugs me in all the right places. I can’t wait to wear this to work or somewhere. Anyway. Fuck I’ll wear it to clean the house.

This is the first one I bought. I love the way this fits on me and I think I’m going to wear it to the party. But we’ll see.

And this…

…is my new tattoo! yay! And my superman underwear. Because why not lol.

I’ll take pics of the other ones at a later time.

I really don’t want to take my final today. Ugh I’m just so over school. I want to graduate and be done with it.

Today I’m going to go to the mall and get my parents’ Christmas gifts. And maybe others too but I don’t know if I’ll find anything good. I might just give them all giftcards and be done with it.

I’m going to go study for a bit. I’ll write more when I feel like taking a study break. I feel like today might be a day loaded with random entries.