Tuesday Evening in New Diary

I had a therapy session at Healthways today. I cancelled it. I just wasn’t feeling all that up to par today. had a good afternoon. I watched a soap opera called Days of Our Lives. Then watched Meredith Viera. Chocolatechip came up around 3 pm. We watched Dr. Phil together. Told her about the session I had with my worker. I said I would have preferred that she not have told me about that. I think that was getting too personal. She said home health care aids should not be burdening you with their problems. But she said a lot of them do She said if I felt uncomfortable about it I ought to give the agency a call an d complain. I said I don’t want to get her in trouble. I like the girl. She does good work I said we will see what develops tomorrow.

Still haven’t gotten into my book. Just didn’t feel like reading. Sometimes I just got to give it a rest. I’m kind of disappointed in it. I thought it would sort of put George W Bush in a bad light about his decisions to invade Afghanistan and Iraq, So far it has not been like that at all. The author talks about the decisions the leaders had to make back then and how and why they made them. Bush is cast in almost a heroic mold. I will get back to it probably pick it up this evening.

No arthritis pain right now and that is a good thing. It seems to bother me most in the morning when I first get up. Today was really bad. Chocolatechip asked me why I didn’t take anything for it. I said I didn’t want to use up your Ibuprofen. She said she has a whole big bottle of it. I said I don’t want to start taking pain medication I am afraid to get addicted to it. She said you can’t get addicted to this stuff. It works as an anti inflammatory med or something like that. I said it works itself out eventually Today took longer than usual. I said if it bothers me tomorrow I will take an Ibuprofen.

She asked me what was bothering me. She thought maybe it was her. I said it is not you. What really bothers me about us is the fact that we cannot get married. The government takes away too much money. We both agree on that we will be better off financially living separate. But it bothers me that we will probably never get married. I really love her with my heart and soul. There is nothing in this world I would rather do than to get married to her. But we do not think we could make it if we had to get an apartment on the outside and then then the government taking away all that money. Sucks big time.

We did a lot of talking this afternoon. Like that I liked talking to her . Love to hear what she has to say. Then we ordered subs for supper. They were from this one pizza place called Fox’s Pizza. We have had them before and they were pretty good. But we ate too much.

I forgot to mention that I won a chess game. I was playing with this one guy named LarryBT I was black. I actually won a chess game. This is my lucky day, We are playing a second game together. Again I am black. So far our moves in this game are : 1 g4 g5 2 Nf3 Nc6 3 c3 Nf6 4 h3 Bf5. I think White made two mistakes with his third and fourth moves., Might be able to exploit these mistakes somehow.

Well that is about it for now, Goodnight.

Last updated December 09, 2015