And That's All She Wrote... in meh...

…my minivan is sleeping with the angels…Time called: 1:29pm Friday, December 4th.

A hole in the oil pan AND the engine block.
Where ever my uncle has it, they are talking $3500 to fix it. $1600 of that is labor and I’m guessing the remainder is a new engine cost. When I say this breaks my heart. I am fighting back tears as I type this. Trying not to overreact, but it’s soooo hard not to.

My uncle said he had half, I don’t even have half.
He asked me about my credit.
My credit is okay. It’s building back up, but not perfect.
That in conjunction with the peanuts I make, I can’t afford a car payment unless it’s $50 a month. Go get another white minivan, pay for it out right. Damn the taxes, damn the insurance payment.

This ruins my life for a little while. Well for a long while.
I’m going to be totally alone again.
I was already alone, but now, even worse.
And it’s cold.