NoJoMo Day24-26 in Musings and Daily Events

Yesterday’s and tomorrow are included in this NoJoMo entry. Yesterday I was tired and tomorrow I’m not going to be home so I figured we might as well have big one tonight.

So on Monday night after Z dropped me off I went to E’s house. E and I were talking to his mom and warming up some food and his mom says there are pot cookies in the freezer....fuck yeah pot cookies.

So we each have half a cookie. She said they were strong I was like, “Pfft, okay I used to be a pothead I’ll be fine.” *spoiler alert I was NOT fine but I digress”

We eat, we go upstairs, we have some sexy times. He got on top and fucked me hard. If we both lost weight the sex would be so much better…and it’s already pretty incredible so imagine.

Then I climbed on top of him and he finished on my face and a bit on himself so I slowly licked it off him while he watched. I love cleaning him off and I think he likes watching me do so. Then we cuddled for a bit. He got up and went to his computer and I was like no babe come back to bed and cuddle with meee.

That’s the last thing I remember before falling asleep.

I wake up maybe an hour or two later and he’s coming out of the bathroom. I ask if he’s okay and he’s like no I’m not feeling too good. So I starting taking inventory of how I’m feeling and I realize I’m high as balls. My vision was doing that pulsing thing and I couldn’t think all that clearly and man it was like really bad. I don’t like being that high it freaks me out. Anyway I convince him to come to bed and some rest will probably make him feel better. He joins me and we cuddle in our mutual super highness.

We wake up the next morning and I’m still high as fuck. This is weird and I can’t function. He feels a little better and isn’t all that high (so he claims). He drives us to his job and since I decided to skip class this week anyway I was like okay, I’m going to sleep this off for a bit more in your car than I’ll get up and do something with my life. An hour later he comes back and is like come on I’m going on a few parts runs and i want you with me. So I get up and we drive around for a few hours. It was nice. I love driving with him. When we were done he took the rest of the day off because he wasn’t feeling well. So we got back to his place and napped for a little while.

His mom drove me to the train station. He thought it was going to be awkward but I was like why would it be awkward? You’re mom is so cool. We talked abot Thanksgiving plans and traditions and stuff. It was nice.

At the station I called M because I missed him. He’s been busy with work so he hasn’t been texting much. We chatted for a bit and everything seems cool between us.

Today was pretty uneventful, got up and went out with my mom. She got her nails done while I went to drop off and wait for her prescription. We got lunch at my favorite pizza place where she yelled at me because I always argue with her. Stop saying stupid racist shit and I won’t argue with you.

Whatever. So over her bullshit.

I talked to M a bit today. But, I can’t say I’ve been trying super hard. I don’t want to bug him with my texts you know?

So those were my past few days.

Lots of thinking about what I’m doing. I should stop. E is so great and doesn’t deserve that at all. I’ll stop. I know I will.