NoJoMo Day23 in Musings and Daily Events

I had a truly wonderful day with Z.

We met up at the train station and got lunch together. It was nice to just drive around and grab some food and catch up with each other’s lives. He’s been doing really well for himself. He’s still stressed as fuck but that’s to be expected in his line of work.

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We drove back to his place and got to it. We stripped and I got on top of him. We were kissing and I slide down wanting nothing more than to feel his cock in my mouth. He asked if he could record it and I said sure go ahead. So He recorded me giving him a blowjob and I’m not even going to lie I looked hot. I watched the video after and omg I should’ve gone into porn.

Anyway, then I climb on top of him and ride him for a bit. I forgot how great hi dick felt inside of me. He’s cut and thick. The curve jut hits the perfect spot and it gets me off immediately. Then he wanted to fuck me from behind. Oh my god I moaned so loud. This is my favorite position in particular with Z. Fuck it just feels so amazing. Again it’s the thickness and the curve. God I love fucking this guy.
Turns out he also recorded fucking me from behind. That I don’t think looked s sexy. I have this birthmark on my ass that looks like a stain and I swear it’s not but I’m so self conscious about it. And my ass jiggles like a motherfucker. It just shakes and I’m like oh god no and he’s like isn’t that just so sexy.

I’m glad you think so. I regret seeing that.

He was rough, he scratched and bit and pulled me hair. Called me baby girl. Oh my fuck it was so hot.

When we finished we just cuddled for a bit. We fit perfectly together.

We talked about some stuff, including why I cheat and how he feels kind of bad and why don’t I just go back to being poly.

I don’t know don’t make me think about this stuff.

Anyway, so we’re heading back to my school and he starts saying how he gets into this moral dilemma whenever he comes to see me. He feels like karma is going to come back and kick him in the ass whenever he starts to settle down. Basically that if he commits to someone she’s going to do to him what I’m doing to E.

So now I’m feeling a little guilty about it.

I know I’m going to stop. I can’t keep this up forever.