I'm Back in New Diary

It has been a long time since I wrote anything. I just didn’t have anything to wrote about. I come here vent But t things have been going so good I do not have anything to complain about. I had a bad bout with depression a few months ago. I was put on new meds Celexa and it has been working wonders. On a scale of one to ten with one being the lowest I would rate my depression as a one. I am grateful that I am doing well in that department.

Life has been good. I have a new case manager from Healthways. She takes me to and from my appointments and grocery shopping. I also have a cleaning lady that comes in and helps me clean my apartment and fixer breakfast. Been with this program for about two months now It is working out pretty good.

There is one cause of concern. I do not leave my apartment. I do not socialize with other tenants in the building except for my fiancé. There is not much opportunity to socializer with people . Nobody sits outside like they used to and there is nobody to talk about. I used to see people in the building and would say hi to them and they would never respond or speak to me Sometimes I get a lot of dirty looks from people and then I get paranoid thinking that people hate me or they are talking about me. Paranoia is one reason why I stay in my apartment. I do not feel paranoid when I am here by myself or my fiancé comes up to visit. AT home is where I feel most comfortable and down at my fiancé’s apartment

Yes life has been good and I hope to be posting more entries