sleep and my sister in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

yes more on sleep.

So um Sun. when I woke up it was. well in my dream I’d had a panic attack. which was weird. that it happened in a dream i mean. and not in actuality. I always feel like I’m on the verge of one I have for awhile but it never comes. I guess maybe that’s good since I don’t particularly enjoy them. they last anywhere from 5 - 10 mins. but god they’re terrifying. everyone’s all ‘calm down’. if it were that easy i would’ve! in the first 2 mins. omygod. actually when it comes to those distractions don’t work for me. I don’t really like that plan. i just sortof have to wait it out. I have had one in my sleep before actually that was awhile ago. and i woke up crying so obviously i didn’t enjoy that.
and then yesterday I woke up 30 mins. before i had a meeting. I got ready in 10. it’s the adreneline rush man i’m telling you. it works. That’s why getting up like some 2 hrs. before I actually have to be ready doesn’t work for me. cause i’ll probably fall back asleep.
anyway.
Yeah so my sister now works at a dance studio she’s been working there the past couple months I think. She likes it. It’s funny whenever I tell people she works at a dance studio they assume she’s a teacher there so I’ve learned to tell them she’s a receptionist at. yeah. Oh she also does their window displays. Her boss seems really nice I’ve met him. apparently he’s the kindof person who makes everyone feel like they’re someone according to her. Yeah I knew 2 other people like that one being Pat. The other was a now former friend of mine in boarding school. nice guy. He looked at you like he had all the time in the world. [for you]. and maybe he did I don’t know. his mom was nice too.
anyway. So my sister’s boss is Lee but the little girls who take dance there call him Mr. Lee. He was a sumo ballet dancer for halloween. oh i have halloween news. Kate [my sister] showed me the picture. His costume was so cute and fun and creative and funny. Actually a few wks. ago at Subway we ran into one of her coworkers. she seemed nice. Yeah so quite a few little girls take classes there. Last I heard um Kate was taking classes at the studio she works at. That always seemed weird to me. er not the taking classes part obvs. but I mean the. going back to purchase something at some place you’ve worked.at. She’s excited for Christmas. um idinno think that’s it for Kate news.