An entry to not think about the exam in Musings and Daily Events

I wish M could text more. I love talking to him. I talk a lot and sometime feel like the constant texts bug him.

The campus is beginning to fill up. I’m just sitting her in the library cafe and I see a lot of kids coming in and out of the library and walking around the quad. I’m hungry and should probably get an early lunch. I’m thinking Subway. That should hold me over for a while.

I love this campus. I’m going to miss it when I graduate. I’ve made so many memories here and it became such a huge part of my life. I’m sure I’ll be back to visit and stuff but ti’ll be different. Hell, it’s already different. When I dormed I felt so connected. Now that I’m only here a few times a week everything and everyone feels distant. Like, I’m not really part of this world anymore. I just come, go to class, and leave.

I still haven’t had sex in the library.

I’m not sure if I mentioned that another coworker gave me his number. Rolls eyes really not all that interested in him. Sometimes, I think about it and I’m like I mean what if he’s really good. Then I REALLY think about it and I’m like honestly, it’s not even worth it. He’s not that good looking and usually smells…I’m not even kidding. But, now he wont let up. I gotta find a way to just get out of this hole. Because, there is NO WAY IN HELL this is happening.

I just asked my boyfriend what he thought about me just getting the other nipple pierced instead of waiting for this one to heal. He said no basically because what if I end up “ruining” both nipples. First of all, my nipple is not ruined. It is healing just fine thank you very much. But I understand where he is coming from.

Maybe I’ll just get both done. Fuck it. Why not.

So I totally just closed my laptop without even posting the entry.

In the time I close my laptop (11:16) to when I opened it just now (12:12) I got on the bus, went to the piercer, got my other nipple pierced, and made it back in time for class (which starts at 12:15).

I forgot how sore it is at first. The next few weeks are going to suck. But I’ll be okay. I’m just glad to have a pierced nipple again.