Good and Bad in 2015

That describes my day today. I’m sort of spent from the day. Woke to get ready for church. All was going well until Heather went to wake Robert and that is where the bad began. He started complaining that he felt bad. Last week it was his stomach and this week he started with a cough last night he hadn’t had all day and hasn’t had this evening either. He just plain didn’t want to go. He and Heather started fighting and then then kids got upset as they wanted to go. Then he started down the hall and Heather said something and he headed back with f this and f that and I said can there be a morning in this house that has peace. He told me to shut up. So then I jumped back at him and told him didn’t think his Dad raised him that way and then Heather jumped him. Then I heard him tell her that he was just tired of doing everything around here. Now that his hard. CJ is dealing with difficult pregnancy, Shawn is dealing with multiple health issues including COPD and needing to have both hips replaced. Finances are crap but Robert in no means does everything. He was referring to outside stuff. Because he played in wood he shouldn’t have yesterday and he does the outdoor work. From there things got worse and he and Shawn argued until CJ and I put a stop to it. And now Heather has again deleted me from her FB and hasn’t spoken to me since this morning. She’s walking around the house like she has a stick up her butt. But if she thinks I will allow him to speak to me that way she’s nuts. And that is the reason her kids speak to me in that tone and are always fighting and being ugly is children do what they see.

Other than that my day has been fair all dishes are cleaned up floor swept and now I’m getting ready to get Bobby straight for bed. Just needed to get this off my chest and now I will put it behind me and pray for peace.