Long time no see in Musings and Daily Events

I haven’t been on PB in a while.

Not much has happened. I think I did well on my interview last week. I haven’t heard back but it’s okay. He said it would be a few days. I have an interview tomorrow at 4 with an insurance company. I also have an interview with Aflac on Thursday.

Jess and I hung out. She’s the best friend of ten years who slept with my ex. We were kind of on rocky terms but last Friday we hung out at her place and it was like nothing happened. We drank a lot of wine and talked and laughed about stupid stuff. No, we didn’t talk about what happened. But, I think we’re just going to throw it under the rug and move on. No guy is worth losing that kind of friendship over.

Oh, here’s something interesting. A letter comes in the mail and I think it’s for me because it says it’s from insert boss’s name here but theres no return address and it’s made out to a name that no one calls me but my mom sometimes. Inside theres a little sticky note that says I miss you.

I text my boss and she says she didn’t send me anything.

So now I’m freaking out. What if it’s a stalker. I text T from work (she’s the cashier but we’ve gotten really close; she’s also M’s sister in law and they live in the same house) and I’m like does this look like anyone’s handwriting from work? She says no and asks M and he says no too. Great. I didn’t think she’d show him. I didn’t want him to worry or something.

Anyway, I’m getting yelled at by my parents (cuz this is my fault, apparently?) and we all go to bed. The next morning my mom realizes it’s for the tenant upstairs. Problem solved, no stalker, yay! When I woke up, I had gotten a text from M. He was worried about me. He asked how my morning was going and I said I literally just woke up, you? and he said it’s okay now that you’re up. He was worried and that’s adorable. Anyway, I talk to my mom and let everyone know it was just a misunderstanding and I’m okay.

Speaking of M, we had a lovely conversation and I nearly died at how cute it was. Here’s the texts.

M:Who else from here are you talking too (meaning who else from work)
Me:No one else. Why? What’s being said?
M:Nothings being said. Its just, who wouldn’t want to be talking to you.
Me:Nah just you. And Matt and I are friends but you already know that (yeah I still haven’t told him about Matt..)
M:Ok
Me:I’m really not all that special lol
M:Yes you are
Me:I’m glad you think so
M:I really do
Me:That’s means a lot to me. More than you might think
M:Its true. You are one sexy woman and everything a man could want
Me:Haha you barely know me
M:Your right I guess. Scratch what I said

Wait what? What happened did I offend him? So basically I asked if he was mad and he gave me one word answers and I was like really? Then I sent this message

“I’m headed back if you want to come outside and talk. I wasn’t trying to diminish your compliment or anything. Just pointing out an unfortunate reality. We don’t know each other. I’d love nothing more than for that to change..”

From that point on everything was okay. I’m still trying to figure out what set him off though.
That’s the most he’s talked about how he feels about me though. At least I’m not the only one with feelings here, you know?

He asked if I missed him this week. I said maybe lol. He was like fine whatever. And I was like jeez M yes I missed you and walked away from his desk. He sent me a text saying, “I missed you too. Maybe that’s why I’m crabby lately”

M, stahp you’re being too cute right now.

so yeah those are the M updates. He’s off this week and working up near my school on the condo. He hasn’t texted me to meet up yet and maybe he’s not going to but girl can hope right?

Anyway there’s a bit more but I gotta head out for the moment. I’ll catch up with all of you guys soon.