Tired in 2015

Mom went back to the nursing home yesterday. Heather had to go to Mechanicsville for something so I got them to drop me off while they did what they needed and I visited with Mom. Her confusion is gone and she looks a bit better.

I got up at 5:30 and then fell asleep in the chair after the kids left for school woke around 9 called Mom and got my shower. Washed one load which is in the dryer and then picked up a washer load out of Shawn’s room. CJ can’t do this now and the room needs cleaning so I got up the clothes and will help her a bit each day to put them away.. I’m doing anything to keep Luke where he belongs for as long as we can. Tomorrow she is supposed to have another procedure to make sure that no more of the cells have increased in her uterus she is stage 3 pre-cancer so they wanted the test but since she is already dealing with the braxton contractions and actually had contractions on Sunday. So this test could possible throw her into labor and then we have a problem. We want him to grow and to be full term. I’ve also swept up the floor and had my lunch. That’s today wound up in a nutshell
My mind goes in places it shouldn’t go to much to worry over and over and things needed and I have to push those things away but keep them where they are. I have meds ready for pic up but money is another thing I just worry over so much. I just really need to let go and let God handle it but I’m like my Mom I’m a worrier.