Going through my gradebook in PolyLife

Is it weird that I have a journal that has a profile of every person I slept with? I has stuff like their age, how we met, how many times we hooked up and how good they were.

But, sometimes, it is nice to go through and think about the people that have affected my life. Or just to laugh and the shenanigans that went on in the bedroom with said person. I haven’t added Matt to the book because I don’t want E to go through it and see that he wasn’t the last person, you know? How do I explain that one?

I was just going through it and thinking about how different my life was, then how much it changed, and how much it changed again. I went from being in a monogamous relationship to exploring this wonderful world of poly, to once again a monogamous relationship but with a guy who actually loves me.

It’s just crazy how life moves and changes and you don’t even realize it until you look back.