Had enough of Hospitals in 2015

I’m quite tired of hospitals and it wasn’t even for me. Last Sunday Robert had the appendectomy and then getting him home on Monday and then losing Bear. Bear belonged to his Dad and it was a very hard afternoon.

Wednesday Mom was taken to hospital and I stayed overnight. She is still there but should be released to go back to the nursing home tomorrow. She I feel has just given up. I told her today that my pastor was going to try and see her and she said she’d really like that as her church has completely just forgotten. When I found she should be leaving tomorrow I sent Sam an email to let him know and also tell him what nursing home she was in. I hope he will go and visit and will actually do so often I think she will love having him come to see her. My Mom was always so into her church.

Yesterday after church CJ came home and was having some severe contractions. It went on for near 2 hours so we called the ambulance. The reason for that was she is only 31 weeks well almost 32 and I wanted her to be in the care of the EMT’s in case. Some of them were real but most of the braxton hicks and CJ and her it hurts it’s killing me for everything.

Now I’m just sitting will try and call Mom in a bit if she answers. If not I will try a bit later and then if still not I will call the nurses station. I helped Faith with her words and at moment Robert is at the table helping Hope with a project. She has done a salt map of Virginia and has to divide it and then talk about the regions.

I’m just dealing these days of course on of my meds I’ve stopped is the welbutrin as it’s expensive and hard for us to afford I think I have one of my blood pressure pills left and running out of a few others as well have been cutting down my gabapentin which is for the CMT and thus my nerves are are jumping and pain is tremendous and that again is one of those expensive ones. Still nothing from SSI and nothing from medicaid. But until SSI approves me no medicaid. I’m really worried about way to much right now just to much stress going on.