Hey guys :) in Out with the old, in with the new 2015

I’m typing this from my iPhone.... This is why I don’t update often.... I hate to do it on the iPhone! Ughhhh

Anyway things are going well. Lexi adjust to middle school good. She is on XC team and the next meet is tomorrow evening and invite meet is this Saturday and it’s a HUGE one! Team picture is tomorrow. I think only 3 more meets and it’ll be all over !!!! Then our schedule will change dramatically!

Tomorrow evening is also Ryan’s last softball game and next Thursday is the first day of flag football game. Always some sort of sport going on… Ryan is currently seeing an chiropactor for his back. His back is fucked, and he said once it goes… It’s gone you’ll never get it back. So Ryan is taking this serious.... $90 a week, 3x a week and… After 4 weeks it’ll be 2x weekly, still $90. ( his ins only cover first 12 visits) oy!

Mykl is adjusting to having two household well. He know the schedule and is pretty much used to it by now and still vocal that he doesn’t like it one bit. I’m giving it more time.. His schooling is going well, I went to an meeting with his teacher and he’s doing good. Organizing still isn’t his best suit. So we will work on that. He is going to 5th grade camp on Monday and won’t be home till Wednesday. So he’s super excited but I know homesick is an issue with him ( he still misses and cry for me when he’s at matts) so I worry greatly about that but I’m sure things will be OK :)

Me? What about me? I’ve been going to bed at midnight to 1 am on most nights and waking up at 5am so I could wake grumpy Lexi up for school. Some mornings I press snooze button ( Ryan will wake me up when my alarm went off) and snooze for another 15 minutes. Some nights I said fuck dishes and head to bed at 10 but would wake at midnight, turn and toss for hours then falling asleep by 3 and up at 5.... I’m sporting lovely bags under my eyes. I’m on my 3rd cup of cappuccino.... I kid you not.

I feel like a taxi driver 95% of the time driving people to and from work, school, practices, meets, appointments, play dates, errands. The other day I had to drive Ryan’s parents. It took all morning.

Ryan’s dad is a veteran, he suffered from PTSD and have a touch of dementia. When I head there I HOPE I get him on his “good” day meaning; he’ll know who I am and what he’s suppose to do…
Bad days he would think Ryan is mykl’s age and wouldn’t know who I am and why I’m there and might do something really crazy. He’s not allow to drive, I think he got in an accident three times this year and Ryan’s mom is just terrified to ride with him so that’s where I come in.....

I adore his mom though. She’s a sweet lady, very short and fragile. She broke her hip recently because Ron ( Ryan’s dad) lost his balance while they were walking and grabbed his mom while he was falling. She end up with broken hip. Intense PT at a nursing home for 4 month afterward and now she’s scared that this would happen again. I think she’s only 4‘10’‘ and 90 lbs. Ron is 6‘1’‘ and 190 lbs ish… Yeah :(

Well time is running out and I have a mile long things to do so I better jet.