Just a one of those day! in 2015

I am doing but it’s doing slowly with a lot of pain and worry.

I crashed when I got in bed put my c-pap on and woke by Heather screaming for me to answer my phone. It was my sister she had gotten a call from brother letting her know what the doctor said this morning. They did an x-ray on Mom’s right side of her head and found she has arthritis in her jaw. Something I never knew could happen. I just spoke with her and she is really confused today not knowing where she is. I reminded her where and why asked if she remembered me staying the night up there and she did. She knew her’s and Dad’s birthdates but not mine and when I asked her if she knew who she was talking to she was a bit fuzzy for a few and had to think about it. I know the low potassium and dehydration along with the UTI infection and the meds given can cause this but it just gave me a start as my Mom’s mind has always been so sharp through all of this.

Nothing here at home is really improving Robert did work today and yesterday but not Wednesday or Monday. CJ doesn’t make many hours a week and Shawn’s unemployment has be cut and the doctor says absolutely not to work he’s applied for disability and the doctor was the one who suggested it due to his health however the first attempt was a deny. He does have a lawyers help with his but that doesn’t solve the finance thing. By the grace of God the church paid our mortgage last month. I am down on meds that I need to because money is short I just have stopped taking them. I feel so helpless and defeated sometimes but then I know God will supply all of our needs and he will help us get through this problem. I just have to keep that Faith and sometimes it’s just so hard.

The rain is depressing at best. Weather has been cloudy and dreary now for a few days and of course at one point Richmond was right in the hurricanes path. Now we have to see what it’s doing and where it’s going. At moment I have Little Bit on my side and Lucy across my lap they have been more lap oriented since my return yesterday. Woke with Little Bit sharing my pillow and Lucy on my hip. Silly pups but the so love me. And I don’t know what I’d do without them.