Slow day (slightly nsfw) in Musings and Daily Events

Excuse the spelling mistakes. Using my phone to update this.

Today is just really slow at work. The phones are hardly ringing. So bored.

M is all busy and not fun to play with today. I hope everything is okay on his end. Though probably not. He’s just sad all the time, though doesn’t show it. I really wish I could help out more. I just want to give him a hug and tell him everthing will be alright. Then we can fuck lol.

But in all seriousness, I worry about him. Which means I might be catching feelings. I don’t know but I hope that isn’t the case because that can get messy fast.
But, I do really care about him.

Anyway, I want to go out tonight but my boyfriend is being annoying. So I was like let’s hang out with Matt (the kid from work I think I mentioned like once) but then I thought about it and I don’t think it’s a good idea. I’m so horny today and hanging out with a somewhat attractive guy will probably be a bad idea. I mean I totally would sleep with him. But I don’t want to have two guys at work, I think that spells disaster, especially if they find out about each other. Though that could be kind of hot....

Dangerous situations can be sexy…

I’m so bored. Ugh. I want to play with someone.

NSFW coming up!

Speaking of which, so I talked a big game last night about going to bed and not talking to Dylan. Well he messaged me as I was closing my computer so I was like eh why not. I told him I was tired and didn’t feel like doing the whole role play thing, so I layed back and opened my legs in front of the screen, listened to him whisper dirty things into my headphones, called him daddy a few times, and looked right at the camera as I came around my fingers.

It was hot. I love knowing that he’s watching me plesure myself. I love hearing his voice telling me what to do. Ugh so hot. Glad I did it lol.