Last entry of the night (NSFW 18+) in Musings and Daily Events

After this I’m headed to bed. I’m exhausted. Today was just a long and boring day. I also wrote a bunch of entries today so I’m pretty pleased with myself.

E picked me up after my last class to take me to the train station. He had his brother massive pickup truck because they are moving stuff into storage.

Entering NSFW zone. You’ve been warned.

So we’re cuddling in the bucket seat in the front, waiting for my train and I slide his hands down to my panties. He starts to rub my clit and all I wanted at that moment was to have his cock in my mouth. So I faced him and he almost immediately unzipped and took it out. I kind of giggled because I just love how much he loves my blowjobs. Well, blowjobs in general but especially mine. He gets so excited. So I go down and do my thing. I let him enjoy it for a while then look at the time and see my train is going to arrive soon so I finish him off. I’ve learned a few things that get him off pretty quickly. So he’s done and beaming. I sit with my back to the passenger door and spread my legs for him, begging him to get me off since I’ve been so good. He obliges and finger fucks me until I come. It was incredible as it always is. Then I tell him he needs to invest in a car like this because there is so much room. His car is so small its difficult to do anything in it lol. We laugh and I grab the train and head home.

It was really nice being with him in the car though. Before the sexy fun time we were just cuddling and he was holding me and giving me kisses everywhere. I asked him why he was all kissy today and he said he missed me and wanted to give me all the kisses before I went home. It was super sweet.

I have work tomorrow. So that means another day of trying to give M an awkward boner. Though, I dunno I’m getting a weird vibe from him. Hopefully everything is okay. It kind of feels like he might not want to do this anymore. Which I’m totally okay with. I mean it would suck but if it’s what he wants I can’t force him otherwise you know?

It was funny. The other night (was that yesterday?) when he called he said something along the lines of, “I mean if I was also seeing someone else wouldn’t you be kind of hurt or jealous?” and I’m sitting there like I mean yeah but I’ve also been there before. J had 3 other girls he was seeing while seeing me. It took adjusting but I eventually learned to be happy for him and enjoy his company when I had it. But, yes, a part of me would be upset, mostly because I wouldn’t be special anymore.

Trying to think of anything else to write..

Z still hasn’t answered so fuck him.

Oh, I was supposed to get on Skype with Dylan but I’m not in the mood to role play and what not. I kind of just want to turn on some random porn and get myself off efficiently and call it a night, you know? But, I did blow him off twice already. The other night he messaged and I just ignored it, and last night I sent him a dirty pic but didn’t hear my phone when he answered so yeah. LMAO he messages me today while I was waiting for class to start and I was dying. Let me see if i can get the conversation.

[2:29:07 PM] Dylan: You are the worst kind of tease, you know that right?
[2:29:18 PM] Dylan: You get off on it, don’t you?
[2:29:25 PM] Sandra: lol kind of yes
[2:29:33 PM] Sandra: but honestly I fell asleep
[2:29:35 PM] Sandra: <3
[2:29:52 PM] Sandra: love you Daddy (angel emoji)
[2:32:53 PM] Dylan: Okay baby, I forgive you
[2:33:10 PM] Sandra: I’ll make it up to you tonight
[2:34:18 PM] Dylan: I look forward to it

When I read the first two lines, I read it in his voice and saw his frustrated face and I just couldn’t contain the laughter.

So you see. I did kind of promise it. But, I’m tired. The daddy/babygirl thing isn’t my favorite thing in the world. I mean sometimes I really get off on it. Sometimes I’m just kind of eh. Tonight is one of those eh nights. I might just pretend to fall asleep again. I’ll play the baby girl card and maybe send him another nice picture and everything will be okay again.

Men are so easy to appease lmao.

Anyway, it’s time for bed. Have a good night lovelies. I’m sure I’ll write more while at work tomorrow.