Gonna Be Positive in meh...

::whimpering::

I think I effed up my car!!

Remember all that no money and low gas I was crying about? Once before my check engine light came on but after I had gas in the tank all was right. Forward to this moment in life, I hadn’t been driving much because of the no gas but there were times I had to and on Wednesday the check engine light came on. Didn’t drive Thursday.

So Friday comes. I’m driving directly to the gas station. I’m cooing the minivan and then we get to the final destination hill. The check engine light starts blinking. I’m like whoa that’s never happened. I pull in and fill her up. Then as I’m driving, everytime start to accelerate I notice these jerky movements and I’m immediately sad. I park. Let her rest. Go to work.

Leave work, still blinking, still jerking. I pull into Auto Zone and read what this means. Not good at all. I don’t have money to service it. I don’t want to drive her into the ground but I need to get around in a way that being on the bus doesn’t help.

I’m not going to flip out…too much…just yet. Better start saving money if I can. This makes me sad.