and now i'm worried. well fuk. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

so the last thing evan said before hanging up was ‘i’m done’. and when he’s said that in the past he’s meant w/ everything.
so i’ve called him. i’ve texted him and told him to please call or text. i’ve told him that although i can’t make him i also know they’re close and to tell his mom how he’s feeling. and that i love him i care and i’m here. and to remember that.

so...........that’s the most i’m willing to do.