more news on things i don't know about. amber stuff. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

so i don’t know. i think alex has emailed jennifer my notes. and i think maybe jennifer and amber have been talking. but i don’t know.
so again amber’s in control. apparently they want to get this all done before she has her baby. which is why they’re moving so fast from what steph told me during dinner last night. i mean. i knew that amber would still be in control but i still didn’t want that.
what i wanted was to talk to nick amber’s boss [apparently jennifer isn’t her boss so i don’t understand why she was emailed] w/ either alex or my mom or my mom, alex and me. er and i. and maybe that still might happen i don’t know.
i also and maybe this is what’s happening i don’t know wanted alex to talk to amber and jennifer and get back to me on it. this makes it hard since i don’t know what’s happening when or what’s going on i just know that something is. so my mom i are waiting to hear back from alex.
so during dinner last night steph told me they’re thinking of getting someone from a different agency to be my coordinator person. which means that in the event that happens i’ll be moving from steph’s. as she’s only certified w/ the 1 agency. Well for one I don’t know if it’s going to be somewhere stricter and going w/ if it is I don’t think that’ll be good for me, as my mom and Alex already know. And even if it’s not I don’t want to move to somewhere I don’t know. I like my schedule and the area and how things are. Sure everyone has things to work on but basically overall. I like it.
and, you know. if it’s not broken doesn’t make much sense to break it.

so really this is the only thing going on that i know about.