2 things people don't do. well they shouldn't. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

1: badmouth my best friend. i’m sorry, my late best friend and 2: piss off the guy i’m seeing [yes. evan i are together now. we decided this tues. but more on this later. we’re us an ‘us’ and i love us. anyway].

I only know his side of things, so. keep that in mind. so on Tues. night evan drank as he does. as he’s been doing lately cause of his tooth pain. [oh yeah. so on Mon. at the dentist they pulled his front teeth] and apparently his roommate/the guy he was staying w/ badmouthed Pat. from what i heard. evidently he thinks he’s better than Pat.
well when evan told me that it struck a nerve w/ me too. I mean Pat wasn’t perfect but to just..........say that. w/o seemingly any supporting evidence to back that up. doesn’t make a whole lot of sense. I wanted to give his roommate a piece of my damn midn. i mean it’s one thing if you talk about a friend of mine who’s still here. But i want to defend Pat. bc well he can’t being that he’s no longer here and even if he was...........i care a whole lot about him either way. I also want/ed to defend evan. not bc he can’t but bc well 1: you want to defend what’s yours. well i do anyway and B: it would’ve another way for me to take care of him.
none of that happened. I didn’t talk to his roommate which given how angry i was wouldn’t’ve been a good idea. but godamn. just. no. people shouldn’t do things like that. but the reality of it is that they do. and i’m not a big fan of that reality.
so yeah. something else that happened recently.