it's almost my birthday in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

Mon. I’m 27 now, so..............i don’t want to say how old i’ll be cause i don’t like thinking about getting older. but regardless of how i feel about that i’m still really godamn lucky to be here we all are. i’ve had to learn that from experience. idinno. i’ve been congratulating myself in my head for having survived. what i did. anyway.

yeah earlier this wk. my mom’s like ‘in a wk. you’ll be a whole yr. older’ yeah that’s weird. my mom’s hilarious she’s the funniest person i know. she has fun. it’s not like we have a bday celebration over the course of the yr. well maybe some do i don’t know. um. no but on Mon. i’m going to VI [village inn i mean] w/ my parents and sister and grandfather. who i don’t really want to come cause um well i don’t like him [not cause he’s like er a ‘bad’ guy or anything but cause he only talks about himself] but also the guy’s 95 yrs. old, so. ya know. i love breakfast food. for the past. um. at least the past 4 yrs. [i think] including this one i’ve gone there on my birthday. and then we’ll get cupcakes i hope. cause that’s the other thing i want. or maybe we’ll get them on the way there i don’t know...........i’ve told people i want music and something meaningful. yeah it’ll be nice. i hope.

my birthday came this quickly last yr. too.