This is why im tired of being a good guy. in Give Me Mercy and a Minute now. I'm a bleed a little poison out.

So....friend got kicked out and I was all like wow that’s fucked up. Anything I can do? So I get a hotel room for them for a night, and tell them that I’ll be there to help them figure something out. Spoiler alert....got stood up. Some Fucking friend. I do good shit for people and all I ever get is shit on. I’m so Fucking sick if this shit. This is why I don’t trust anyone anymore. This is why im Fucking done. With everything. What’s the point? Why should I give a damn about anyone anymore. Why be a good guy? All it gets me is walked on and tossed aside and forgotten. The saying is so Fucking true. Nice guys finish last. What a fucling monumental waste of my time emotion and even money now. I’m Sooooo Fucking tired of this shit. Like why should I even bother helping anyone anymore? I can’t believe I’ve been foolish enough to help so many people for so long. Fuck them. Fuck everyone. Nobody knows how to consider other people anymore it’s about time I join the rest of the world and just be a dick to everyone.
You win world. You’ve beaten me down. I can’t keep up the good guy thing. It’s not worth it. I’ve burned myself out.
I completely and totally just give up.
I have nothing more to give. And that sucks. I always thought I was able to endure and get back on top but fuck it. I don’t see any point anymore. I literally get nothing for my troubles. No thank you. No appreciation. Nothing. So fuck it. Let’s just be the full on asshole from now on.
Fuck all of you.
King out.