sleep, or lack thereof. kindof. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

er well..........um.

yeah so used to be. i’d go to sleep between 4 and 6 a.m. and wake up well sometime after 2. and that worked for me.

now I go to sleep the same time. but they want me up by 11. which really isn’t that early. well actually on um sat. I was. I was up at 11:20. for like 10 mins. but hey I was up on time. well on time for me. I think I blogged about sat.

idinno I like night. it’s like a mini vacation for me. no one’s up and I. can get things done. which is funny cause I never do. it’s like oh I have all this extra time to do stuff. and I always end up watching tv online or as of right now watching movies via iTunes. day doesn’t provide that same feeling. day isn’t. it’s not a mini vacation for me. and I don’t want my vacation to go away.

I wish I had more of night. er rather I wish it didn’t go as fast. i’m always waiting for it to be night and then when it is holy crap. it went away again. and then it comes back and that’s nice. it’s pretty damn lonely though.

steph gets up at 6:30. and I like.knowing about the company. ya know I like knowing she’s in the kitchen when i’m sleeping. or anybody actually. it’s less lonely. that’s another reason I haven’t yet adjusted my sleep schedule. also I want to do it on my time not theirs.

sometimes. I hear my phone alarms. but. I don’t actually get up. like i’ll wake up. if I had them [‘them’. I mean my phone on which the alarms are. on. it if I had it] across the room and not in my bed i’d have to actually get up* to turn them off. but i’m paranoid about my phone. about people using it. and my computer. I do have a radio alarm. but the problem w/ that is [yes here we go] is that. well it takes both batteries and um. it plugs in. but it’s one of those to where. the only way it runs on batteries is if you plug it in. which is stupid. and the part on the radio alarm thing that the plug goes into. is covered w/ tape. and i’m not allowed to have scissors w/ which to get the tape off. and I don’t want to ask. [see this is why I never do anything about anything. cause a problem always gets in the way].

however. I always set my phone alarm. I evidently have alarm apps on my computer but again the paranoia thing [and no my door doesn’t have a lock. and actually I don’t think it’s allowed to have one on it].

so. I think. that 1 p.m. is when i’m awake. like even yesterday when I got up at that time I was awake. and usually it takes me 2 hrs. to be fully awake. so I might get up at uh 11:20 but i’d go back to sleep. on the days when I don’t have anywhere to go that’s on a set schedule. which is uh. tues and wed. the less I do the more tired I get. but ya know i’m kinda ok w/ not doing anything when I wake up. maybe they aren’t but I am.