maybe.........idinno in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

again from yesterday:

‘I don’t think amber likes the fact that there are people in my life helping me who aren’t from her company. well 2 people clint and my emotions dr. I think she only wants people in her company to help me. well that’s why I like it. is bc they aren’t part of her company. and I can keep that part of my life separate. and at least have a little privacy. I like the fact that she’s not in control of the situation. [well for now she’s not].

but maybe. this whole me not seeing alexis thing is her taking it out on me. [well yeah I would think like that]. of being like oh well I don’t like that you’re doing this so i’m going to go against you and control you. who you are and aren’t allowed to get together w/. like i’m not 17 anymore. I don’t know it might not be but I don’t want to believe that. ‘