Taking it back... in A Day in the Life of Me

I’ve decided I need to take my emotional and physical life back now that I got my work life back…
The biggest tip off being my sudden feelings towards certain family members, and how they have made me feel within the last 48ish hrs whether they know it or not. I had a brief moment of disgust towards mom today as she would normally call when she gets home from a trip, and she hasn’t yet today (its quarter to midnight, and i figure she’s been home since 12-1 this afternoon), and also when they pulled up yesterday, she didn’t even roll down her window, let alone get out the car for a hug.....

I still don’t know if I am imagining it, and I won’t until I actually talk to them and I know that, but I also already know mentally things have already set themselves into motion that I need to rein back into check…
So tomorrow I am starting this..

https://blog.myfitnesspal.com/the-30-day-strength-building-challenge-for-beginners/?utm_source=mfp&utm_medium=Facebook

who wants to start it with me!?
One of these days I will talk to them about it I am sure, but I need to get into a calmer frame of mind. It’s even to the point that I really feel as if it was almost wished that we hadn’t gone on the road trip down on the 1st…

/sigh
I need to get over this shit…