Final Colic Update Monday, January 05, 2009
OK, I hope that this is my final colic update. She has not had any signs of her colic since two days after Christmas. Yeah! It's been a week. I really hope that means she is done with it. It's supposed to be done right about this time, so I am praying she is all better.
Lily has her first cold. Last night she couldn't hardly breathe so she didn't sleep very well. Mommy was naughty and had her sleep in Mommy's bed because I couldn't get her to sleep. She always falls asleep if I am lying next to her. The only problem is that when I do this I must feel guilty because I have bad dreams when I do it. Last night I drempt that she died. It was so horrible. I drempt that she was a butterfly and I put her to sleep. When I went to check on her she was gone. I remember thinking the wind must have blown her away. I kept looking for her and looking. It was the absolute worst feeling in the world. When I really started to believe she was gone for ever I started searching for a way to kill myself. At the end of the dream I kept saying, "Oh God, why? I didn't have enough time with her... I didn't have enough time. Oh God. I didn't have enough time." I can honestly say it was the worst feeling anyone could ever feel.
Anyway, Lily's cold is already better than it was last night. She is so much more clear. (sinus wise) Hopefully she will fall asleep before 2am this time. It's 10 to midnight so I pray it's soon!
Daycare is going well. Her second day was today. When I walked in she looked at me and didn't even bat an eye. She was comfy in Debby's arms. It took about 5 minutes before she started crying for me. Needless to say, she seems to be doing very well there. She makes a mommy proud.
Ok, Lily is crying. Hopefully this means she's tired and is going to fall asleep soon!
Mom
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booo colic! I just caught you on random! GL with the colic :) or, rather- EX colic!
! [MissMatched]
1/5/2009 11:55:49 PM
i was just thinking about you today. i'm glad the colic seems to have eased up and hopefully her cold will pass quickly.
love you. hope you're well. -xo [ephemeral] [p]
1/6/2009 12:21:47 AM
Glad the colic days are behind you! :-)
[OddJohn]
1/6/2009 9:16:51 AM
Gotta hate dreams like that. Once, I had a dream and in it my mom died and I was crying hysterically in my dream. When I woke up I was sobbing. It wasn't a very fun dream. [Crystal=♥=] 1/6/2009 2:47:06 PM
i'm so glad she's kicking the colic.
as for dreams... i dreamt a few weeks ago that my unborn child was here/born and he died of SIDS. i was horrified for at least a week. [predhead]
1/6/2009 4:38:37 PM
[prettylittlekitty] 1/7/2009 3:17:20 PM
Glad to hear that she is doing much better! Don't put too much of a guilt trip on yourself! [Arkantos's Dream] 1/8/2009 3:39:02 PM
thanks for your note! I have an at home nurse right now who is visiting before and after my pregnancy i bet she can suggest someone. [mommatoobe20] 1/16/2009 11:03:14 AM
RYN: "This makes me wonder, did all of the above occur in the short moment of a breath of air?"
Yes.
[OddJohn]
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