7/1 in --

We moved out of our rental house, and we close on the new house July 8th. We are staying with Jacob’s parents until then.

I wish I had my own space. I can’t do my own laundry because whenever I try, the washer is being used. I have so much laundry backed up already from not having time to do it… I’m just irritated.

My kids haven’t been sleeping well either. Lorelei was up almost every hour the other night. And every night she has to lay on top of me (she’s 26 pounds…), nursing. If she’s not, she wakes up crying.

Cannon hasn’t been going to bed until 11pm and midnight.

I’m fucking exhausted. I’m trying to keep up with my homework, and I’m damn tired. I just need my kids to sleep.

Jacob and I haven’t had sex going on three months.

I don’t remember the last time I did anything for fun.

I just desperately need a break.

I also really need sleep.