I think I got fired. in Since OD is shutting down....

So that girl that doesn’t like me started a fight yesterday and fired me. I don’t know if she has the authority to do that or not but now I have to wait for my GM to call and let me know if I’m good to go back. I got super fucked up last night because I was so upset and now I’m just super tired and I’m probably going to take a nap. I think even if I do get to go back, I need a couple of days break. I’ve never gotten a vacation and I’ve just been so fucking sick of being there.

I really don’t care to talk about what happened. All I can say is she started in and wouldn’t stop until things got ugly. Same shit, different fucking day. It’s bullshit that she was even there as long as she was and I know it was because she was waiting to get up the courage to pick something. I don’t know why this person is just hellbent on making my days there hell but I am so fucking beyond over it. I just feel like I have enough problems and life is just too incredibly short for this.

All I know is my job is keeping me alive and killing me at the same time. It’s around 100 in there everyday and the other night I had symptoms of heat stroke. I am just shocked at how poorly ran that place is and how much we are expected to put up with for what we are paid. I’m just so sick of the same shit every single day but I put up with it because I’m too chicken shit to go get better because of my social anxiety but as of right now, I may not have a choice.

It’s just crazy to think that I may be done though. I’ve been there for 20 months and never thought when I woke up yesterday that my whole world could be torn up, especially over this one person. I’m just so tired of her having this vendetta against me and no matter what I would ever do, it’s not going to change it.