early start in 1st

Woot. Out early on a Saturday.... no work Sunday.... boss moved the hours so I will still get holiday pay . (You have to work the last day before a break and the first day after in order to get holiday pay so he moved Friday’s hours so it would look like we took Friday off instead.) I am off till the 10th now! :)

Texted mom yesterday to remind her I’m going out of town and after Tuesday I won’t be able to help. This was stated before she even got Joshua back. “I won’t be here the first week in July” Just going over more detail stuff…

Destiny called to see if I could meet her in Sandusky, OH on Wens. at about 11pm.... I think that seems silly because it seems kinda late to me to get our time started.... however, I do want to get a hotel room on the way up to break it up and she will already have one (this will be the second night of a 2 night stay) with 2 beds. It’s just her and Chris (Critter) going which I think is GREAT! if I haven’t said this.... He has been a great friend to her for like 15 years, waiting for his chance most of that time. He has always loved her. He’s had his own thing and she always been far ti immature to be ready for a relationship like he was ready to provide. Things have fallen together well and going strong and steady. I guess she’s been hurt enough to realize sometimes she has done it herself. ....

Not long ago she called me drunk saying she was texting an ex and they were driving each other to sexual frustration. I scolded her a tad bit but as her bestie I love her regardless of who her current lover (s) are or the stupid choices she makes. I’m glad to say she made a better choice than what she would have in the past and is no longer talking to said ex.

I let her know that really the only thing I’m looking for out of this week up north is time with her, sitting around playing games, having a few drinks, maybe a movie .... mostly games, sleep, chit chat, booze.... just hang out stuff that we would do any other day I’m there. I don’t want to run all over and go out. I just want to CHILL.

I have not been sleeping well at all and intend on having 24 hours of not sleeping in hopes of helping future sleep. It doesn’t make a lot of sense to most people because staying up does not = sleep. It’s just that the next night I’ll be sooo tired I won’t be able to help sleeping I’ll just be out and likely be asleep for more than 4 hours. I would do that here on a regular week except Joshua needs to go to day care so I’m up at 4am and if I don’t sleep any at all I put him in danger and that’s not happening.... then I may or may not have to pick him up so I have to remain alert so sleeping a somewhat normal hour is a must.... it just that I’m not sleeping a normal amount of hours :( It started round about the time we picked a wedding date and I’m sure it won’t end till we are hitched :(. Still gonna give it a shot.