this is exactly why i'm so depressed in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

i’m too tired/don’t have the motivation to get a cup of milk and drink it which would help [cause it has protein in it which I don’t have enough of] which is one reason i’m so damn depressed. it’s like when people go ‘well if you’re depressed just go outside’. well I can’t. bc i’m so depressed.

and yes i’m seeing someone about it. the depression among other things.